Stuck between fact and fantasy
Between what is what should have been
Between what I want and what I have
I think I know everything
I think I know nothing
I am in complete control
Everything is out of control
I think too much
I think too little
I deserve everything I have and more
I deserve nothing
I am everybody
I am nobody
I am Nivas.
Paradox is no paradox.
Nivas' 
Is the lamp illuminating the world around or is stuck in the wrong place where everything else is different and dark?
– nallathor veenai seithe athai nalam keda puzhuthiyil erivadhundo…solladi siva sakthi.. ennai sudar vidum arivudan padaithuvittai….